Film making is a lifestyle.
Every day begins and ends with a conversation. So much is starting to happen that entertaining tomorrows idle moments may be a capital offense. The exchange of plans becomes the exchange of actions, and the outlines on paper get discarded for improvisation. It’s one hundred percent action and reaction. Although the objective remains the same, the goals you set yesterday will rarely be the goals for tomorrow. Something is always happening. A variable is always changing.
I arrived in New York on Sunday, having made the final arrangements less than a week before. One morning I was waiting to hear back about a job in Florida, and that afternoon I had a ticket to New York. While I have always found myself encouraging my friends to think outside of the box and dream big, this was one of the biggest opportunities I had been confronted with that involved me leaving home. I remember when I was young, as much as part of me loved my home, I was the one who always wanted to leave.
I was one of the last to go.
So far it has made me question my skills, motivations, goals, and the overall integrity of the decision to commit my life to film. Since I graduated from college I’ve done much to nurture my distractions. While I did expand my resume in those last two and a half years, I feel like I could have pushed myself harder. I’ve had the pleasure of working and learning from jobs that have ranged from Broadway shows, national television, and major feature films. Although most of these jobs were strictly supportive in nature, I’ve been yearning for something that allows me to be creative.
I have had the pleasure of doing a number of feature films in a creative position, one as director and another as cinematographer. I’ve also won a few awards for my short films, but the ache for something to challenge me again has been overwhelming. I just got to a comfortable place and didn’t revel in what I was doing. Now, however, everything is different.
I wake up every morning going to work with two extremely dedicated individuals. In every way, this is key. I’ve been told time and again that all I need to get moving is a good producer, someone who hires me because they really want me. This could not be more the case, and I’m looking forward to the experiences I’m about to share with my two cohorts who so openly welcomed me to New York. Already we’ve dealt with unexpected hurdles, some of which are still unresolved, but I have no doubt that by March 14th when we debut the trailer, things will keep moving. I’m excited that two of my other film making partners are excited about meeting the guys I’m working with now. There will be more work after this, with more of my friends, and new faces who are as dedicated and hard working as we are.
I can already tell the partnerships we’re starting to create will lead to more opportunities. The trust we’ve placed has gone unquestioned. Honesty is key. It’s a fairy tale relationship and the only thing we have to do every day is slay dragons, build villages, and get back to the castle for a (sometimes late) dinner.
I miss South Carolina already, but New York felt like home when I got off the plane.
Welcome back, kid.